Take a in a deep breath.....

So today has been a very frustrating day needless to say.  It seems in life just when you think things might be changing for the better and start going your way, you get kicked back down.  But this the quote of the day at on my hospital calendar so I guess I should try to take it to heart.

"life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness

laugh when you can - apologize when you should

and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and forgive quickly

take chances - give everything - have no regreats

life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad

smile when you're sad - love what you got

and always remember what you had always forgive but never forget

learn from your mistakes but never regret people change & things go wrong

but always remember life goes on."

Lame Friday night

So it's a Friday night and I am sitting at my hospital doing homework, hanging out ha ha my life has become pretty intense.... not!! And so I was taking a minute to go through some of the old pics on my computer and found this one. Not sure how I have it but thought that it was super cute and funny how much the kids have grown!! I hope that you all have a more interesting Friday than me :)

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We need to know ourselves better so that we can realize what we really want in our life. I think that the first condition for a person to be in a successful relationship is to be happy with the person he or she is, in other words to love themselves.

Yay Life!

So I decided that since my life is pretty much always filled with some sort of interesting stuff going on I should probably start blogging about it so my fam keeps track of me ha ha!
Lets see where to start....
School/Work- I am started back up in school and it is going pretty good. Test and homework are piling up and getting harder and harder but i guess that is school for ya. At my clinical's I feel like I have pretty much gotten back up to speed on everything so that is a relief. I have been getting one shift a week at the hospital to work with my limited license and hope that soon I can be getting a lot more than that. I have been looking for another side job just to kinda keep the flow money coming in ha ha.
Life In General- I am finally not homeless anymore. I pretty much lived out of my car and papa jo's trailer at the great KOA of Salt Lake City (really really scary area!) for 14 days. It was definitely an adventure and an experience I hope to never repeat!!! I am living in Pleasant Grove again at a place called Camberia. It is in a town house that a girl from work just bought. Her name is Sara and she has a seven year old little girl name Preslie. It's really what I need to get away from the craziness of Happy Valley and focus on school and on me. I am super excited to be living with her and love love love the house.
I have also started working with a new counselor up in Sugar House and she is great. She definatley doesn't hold anything back and is very blunt but it is good. It's been just what I needed to be able to go and talk to someone and have them help me sort things out. We are working to get me to the place where I want to be with myself and be truly happy with ME! I have a lot of issues and insecures (don't we all) but I will get them sorted out this time ha hahaha!
Well that's all I can really think of right now just thought I better get a first post on here so that I can try to keep up with it!